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mardi, juillet 19, 2005

Donch Wanna Grow Old...

Wah... its weird... to be in the presence of people who feel that they have passed their prime and are no longer useful to society!
Who told them that! Who would dare to...
To degrade someone ... to dispose of someone... conviniently aside...
Wah!
Old Folks Home with the OG today... painting walls were fine... but the long 2 hours of Bingo... only being able to communicate with the one person who speaks cantonese... who only spoke in abject dissmisal of herself and her status and her intelligence...
I donch know whether to be angry or really sorry...
Cuz no matter how I tried ... she didnt respond to my encouragement...
So wat if we won a couple of times... Even full house once...
Bah... stupid society...
AND the lady was only a daycare patient... not really a resident of the Old Folks Home... which means... she wasnt really abandoned...
Donch wanna grow old...
If I do have to... wanna have loads of grandchildren...
I believe if I never fail to feel useful to someone... to love someone... to care for someone... I will survive ... haha... I won't be old...
I REFUSE... hah - take that society.


posted by gossamerofcontradictions @ 11:19 PM



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