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jeudi, octobre 13, 2005

Yesh... Sick... The Way Out is Through...


It’s weird being sick. It’s even kinda funny, since I never get sick… and I really don’t understand how my body isn’t responding the way I want it to… like yesterday…

Heh… I’m so disorientated and its even hard for me to walk from my room down the stairs… but since I had that 8 hour break in between classes, I decided to study downtown. I just kept getting colder and colder indoors, YH thought it was totally hot and that I was totally crazy… but agreed to move to an outdoor café. That was cold too –

Heck... but I did manage to finish my torts reading for this week… Deciding whether I would go for class… dizzy, cold… hmph my responses were unusually slow… and I needed to pee… so I meandered slowly to the washroom… Uh… and I guess I was concentrating so hard on getting into a cubicle without fallin on my face that I didn’t realise it… but when I unlocked the door and came I… I almost scared the hell out of a really stunned dude.

Oh yea… bad news… it took me quite a while to register… scared/shocked dude… oh my!... gents!!!... oh my urinals!! crap!!! Hehe… so I mumbled something… and washed my hands and walked out… hehe… the dude was so confused… he kept looking at me and the urinals – I think he figured he must have gotten into the wrong washroom.

Anyways… I haven’t had so much sleep in ages – and my mind is wide awake and I’m as chattery as a chipmunk on speed… but my body is crying out for more rest!! 11 HOURS of sleep… muahahaha… I feel lazy and luxurious.

I keep looking back at how I managed to walk back from Cold Storage Jelita to my place and I’m still speechless with amazement… I remember concentrating on putting feet before one another and singing all the way back… yes yes… mad… really – It was like climbing mount everest and when I arrived home that’s how I felt… muscles and all…

Nopes… I could not have made it to sch today… so I checked out this blog my friend sent me… he says I look like the author… which… hehe… don’t know whether to take in a flattering manner or not… but here it is.

My, my it’s interesting – and I thought I was egoistical… plus some of the comments really hehe… are very funny… and they really do touch… a part of me… no really – I really enjoyed the latest entry… since I actually recently wrote something very similar… its not up tho… shocking isn’t it … hehe – uh… not anything abt the being male part thankews.. nopes… I lurve being a girl… yea… uh anyways… I’ve been reading her entries and my mind’s really messed up now… oh… life, oxygen… (yea but its true abt bad boys anyways... )

Humility. God I need you to cleanse my mind – Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the world.

Hmmm…


(Picture Acknowledgement "The Way Out is THrough" -
A deviation by *hbynoe )


posted by gossamerofcontradictions @ 1:30 PM



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