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jeudi, novembre 03, 2005

Many people hear what you say... but do they feel who you are?

And so after you've around enough... you start to seeing facets of people, in other people. Its funny this business ... its like having a role in mind and trying to audition actors... entertaining... and misleading... but definitely entertaining hehe... It's weird this frozen isolation... observing... withdrawing... This country really makes it hard to trust - no one trusts what you say... and they don't let you trust them... opening up sucks... it hurts too much... why why why? Better to stay aloof and need nobody... and enjoy what you get... when you can. Purpose of life... mio Dio... grant me serenity per favore... grace, patience Father... So many people hear what you say... but they don't feel who you are. But when... they do... do you trust them? Do you dare love them?

Its as if no one believes in unconditional love anymore. Searching your actions for something you want back... as if loving carries with it a price tag. And so as not to burden another with your love with no conditions... withdraw! Hide mi amor... love less...

Haha... i don't even believe myself... kills the joy the innocence... the wonder... love... is a many splendid things. Love is patient, love is kind... love is never self-seeking... Oh... I will never give up! Yes I will hold on and I will Love... yea so its complicated... but I will keep trying... Tho i miss hugs and kisses... tho i miss tenderness... i will love... che palle... yes i will... in a land where hugging is unacceptable even tho you see them and you want to hold them so very much... i will learn to love from afar.



posted by gossamerofcontradictions @ 8:37 PM



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